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Well its been over a month.. wonder if anyone will check this entry?

Anyway.. Its been a tuff month for me, as you may have read I lost my aunt in the beginning of May. Well the crapy place that I worked at wouldn't give me time off from work to go to the funeral so I quit my job. Yeah I'm jobless.. thats why I'm not around much anymore... I usually only use the computer at work. Well I have found a new job.. actually two of them.. I'll be working at DHL and Wal-Mart... I'm excited about the change but I don't start work for another three weeks. Well just giving a heads up to those who might still wonder about me... See you later...

P.S. Episode III was awesome.... As if I would of had any other opinion about it.......

Well its a tuff time for me. I got word yesterday that my Aunt has passed away. She was only 43 and leaves behind four kids. It so strange, I still can't beleive it... at this point we don't know why she died... All we know is that her two oldest kids were coming home from school and found her body in the Kitchen. I've been doing family things lately just wanted to check in...

I'm worried about my wife.. she is just not herself lately.. She is completely overwhelmed, I really think the day in and day out hussle and bussle of being a stay at home mom is getting to her.. and our two beautiful kids aren't even the half of it.. My wife is practicaly raising our neice and or brand new nephew. That leaves her with four kids. ages 6, 3, 2, and 1month all crying screaming and causing complete chaos in our house. She has been a total trooper but I can see that it starting to take a toll...I don't know what to do.. I tried taking her out for our anniversary, we went to a local Casino.. lost our money had a good time.. but as soon as we left the Casino the first thing she said was.. " Give me the phone, I need to call and check on the kids." Its sad really, she can't be seperated from the kids longer than two hours without getting nervous. She is a great mom.. but she really needs a day off.. Anyway the last week has been total hell for her.. Her mother.. my mother in law was in town visiting from Oregon.. well My wife was really looking forward to the week.. thinking she may get a break from the kids.. if not ours at least our neice and nephew. But it turned out she just inherated another child.. Her Mom is a total teenager.. they were fighting the entire time.. it was a nightmare.. anyway.. I'm stuck in the middle of this and I can see my poor little wife hurting but I don't have any clue what to do.....

Oh my god.. Yesterday was one crazy day.. And I won't beable to forget it for a while... well actually lets zip back to Tuesday night... I get home and my wife has a hair dye, highlight kit thingamabob... anyway.. I decieded to let her highlight my hair wich is normaly dark brown.. any way the highligts were blonde.. I mean platinum... and I looked well like a freak.... next day.. My day off. .I went down to the supermarket to buy some more hair dye to cover up the blond streaks.. seriously I looked like a funky skunk. anyway.. I picked out a red hair dye... needless to say my hair takes dye pretty well and now I'm a red head with dark brown eye brows..but the red hair matches my mustache and goatee so I guess thats cool... anyway I didn't like it so I had to have a haircut.. the hair that I had been growing out for a year.. gone in sixty minutes.. I like it.. but I feel like a totaly different person.. I really should stop watching Queer Eye for the Straight Guy.. that show is totaly screwing up my way of thinking.